I'm
seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold i can't
believe how much i've changed since the days of old
i know it's temporary but i need to focus straight i can't
believe i lost control of my fate

i need forgiveness from the people i truly care about
i need support behind my back to help me spit it out
i'm gonna win i can't afford to blow this one

i hate myself sometimes i love myself
i need this way of life because it holds me
i hate myself sometimes i love myself
contradictious the way of life happiness is wealthiness is
healthy

now i've made it through those lies and deceit i think what's
done is done and i can't complain anymore
i'm sure that i have found myself again i feel scared i can't
believe i'd lost control of my fate

i need forgiveness from the people i truly care about
i need support behind my back to help me spit it out
i'm gonna win i can't afford to blow this one

i hate myself sometimes i love myself
i need this way of life because it holds me
i hate myself sometimes i love myself
contradictious the way of life happiness is wealthiness is
healthiness
i hate myself sometimes i love myself
contradictious the way of life happiness is wealthiness is
healthiness

i hate myself sometimes i love myself
contradictious the way of life happiness is wealthiness is
healthiness
i hate myself sometimes i love myself
contradictious the way of life happiness is wealthiness is
healthiness