Since the first time I felt this, this recursive feeling. I’m so tired of this fight, so tired of letting go. I thought it was good for me, even if it was hurting me inside the chest, inside the heart.
I’m a slave to this empty room, that makes me feel as though I am fucking dead. I hate the world that made me hate myself, I hate those days I’m trying to forget. But memories remain, they are buried in me.
And now, I have to find the person I used to be ‘cause growing up I’ve lost the nerve of letting go, insecurities and worries that once I have ignored, now are choking me.
I’ve become a shadow of myself.
A silent sound that steals my sleep, the reason why these demons are here.
Take me back to the ocean where this shipwreck lay so sweet, to my eyes. I am fainting, I am falling. Tears will fall from my empty eyes, Tears will fall from my blinded eyes. I am fainting, I am falling.
This decay - this self-decay - I never thought it would impact me so strongly. I hurt my friends, I hurt my family who slowly started to leave me alone, but I never blamed them ‘cause the blame was all on me and now I realise this. I hurt my friends, I hurt my family but now it’s too fucking late to find shallow excuses, empty excuses, as empty as me. Day by day I feel more hollow. I’m sick of fighting this weight. Can you fix me now?
Take me back to the ocean where this shipwreck lay so sweet, to my eyes. I am fainting, I am falling. Tears will fall from my empty eyes, Tears will fall from my blinded eyes. I am fainting, I am falling.Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
