I realize I hate myself, where did I go? I'm not the one I want to be, so I have work to do Think and chew and see the truth of my reality Find a way to fix me and my self-destructive ways
How do I get from A to B, what do I need to do? To get out all of my traumatizing thoughts of me and you I thought I knew but then I don't, where do I go from here? Who am I and what do I want, the questions I must answer
Why do I end up in these self-destructive patterns I hurt you but it hurts me and the fault is mine to bear I wish I could accept the truth and get over myself Feel like I do is not a self-preserving wealth
I try to solve my problems by denying all of it But as I sink in deeper it gets angry bit by bit I scream and shout and blame you instead of blaming me You try to open up my eyes but I just fail to see
I cut myself as if it would help Me accepting who I am But that won't make a difference Cause it's all in my head Destroy yourself Destroying me
Once again I Fuck up, only to start over This is killing me I try to put on a happy face but fail in my attempt Pretending to be what I never was Can't live up to my own dreams I drown but try to hold on Not feeling like I do is nothing I can fake
Why do I make myself hurt in my masochist ways? I wound you but it is wounds me And there's no one else to blame I wish I could go back in time and fix what's come to pass But can't undo the damage, mending up our broken hearts
I try to run away but I am running in a circle Getting lost as always I'm despairing tad by tad I push and hate and doubt you instead of doubting me You fail to talk some sense in my 'cause I refuse to hear
I cut myself as if it would help Me accepting who I am But that won't make a difference Cause it's all in my head Destroy yourself Destroying me
I want to change Become the best that I can be I'll find my way Don't call me a liar Where's my second chance?
I might fall to pieces The truth is hard to hear
Why? Why do I put myself through drama time and time again? I need to be okay with being me to the very end Find a way to love me for the person who I am Don't look back, don't but into the fact That I'm destroying myself piece by piece Tearing me down where I can't breathe Help me to my feet and stand once more
I cut myself as if it would help Me accepting who I am But that won't make a difference Cause it's all in my head Destroy yourself Destroying me
I need to end this self-destruction or it'll be the end of meTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
