It's crazy It's like You wake up Only to meet loneliness
I'm afraid to be alone sometimes and I'm afraid to get outside my mind I'm afraid of being vulnerable 'Cause, what if I can never let you go, yeah I can't lie, I run sometimes I be weak for weeks and weeks them long nights I can't sleep I want somebody next to me That side of the bed is so cold How I'm supposed to give my heart mind and my soul To someone that I can't see, God please excuse me I'm trying to be honest Seeking you when I feel alone is the hardest And my heart is just a canvas who is longing for an artist Brush strokes on my soul I hope eventually I get the picture 'Cause I can't crop you out cause who you are is in the mirror Go figure, I'm just tryna figure it out And make seven figures but my soul has been in a drought
But I can't make it reign unless I let you reign in my life I can't open up my heart unless I have you inside All I ever really wanted was some one on my side But loneliness has been the one that's always down for the ride And I don't always have the answers so I question your love I don't always measure up but still you say I'm enough All I ever really wanted was somebody to love And you been knocking at my door but I can't open it up
So many mistakes I've made So many of these games I've played I always say I'm complicated To cover up my real frustrations I need patience I need time to rewind to when I was 12 I lost my trust and my mind My mom I rejected, emotions felt neglected Tryna let go of these memories and hold on to this necklace That tells me that I'm so worth loving But why did life to me wrong if I was so worth loving I think the bigger picture is, is that you're so worth loving And you still have my heart even when I have nothing
But I can't make it reign unless I let you reign in my life I can't open up my heart unless I have you inside All I ever really wanted was some one on my side But loneliness is not the one coming along for the ride And I don't always have the answers, so I question your love I don't always measure up but still you say I'm enough All I ever really wanted was somebody to love And you been knocking at my door so I'm open it up
At some point, I have to stop trusting in the things that I've Use to protect me and surrender to the truth of what God says about me You know just because I feel alone doesn't mean I am aloneTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.