I'm addicted to my phone cuz I'm tryna escape All of the pain that I feel I keep running away Somebody asked the other day: "How you depressed and you a Christian? You supposed to love God, I don't get it" And that's the problem Most people hide behind religion And when you speak you truth Most people don't wanna listen I talk about the pain cuz what I'm going through is real And my relationship with God is the way I learned to heal I wish talk about the thangs that we're too afraid to share Wish we would stop pushing away the ones who really care I really want love, but I struggle with abandonment People come and go And I'm trying to learn how to handle it Way too many exes, don't wanna know who is next It's hard to let go when you hold on to regrets Cards to my chest I don't wanna be exposed But I'm writing you this song as a key to my soul
If I'm real I'm addicted to anything that will bring me peace I ain't saying that it's right I'm just trying to find a way to cope Yea
Why has my phone become the only place I seem to feel safe? In a crowd full of people I'm so quick to escape Why do I scroll just to focus on the things that I hate Compare myself to other people who could never relate But they look happy And I know it ain't all real But just because I know it It don't change the way I feel I'm trying not to text my ex We so toxic together Old habits die hard when you wanna feel better I want peace I wanna feel love without somebody changing me Looking in the mirror, want to love what I see Wanna know that you got options but you only choosing me Want that "happy ever after, this was always supposed to be" type of love that you never want to leave But I can't expect from you what I'm never giving to me Trying to learn the good and the ugliest parts of me So I can open up my heart and give somebody all of me
So I guess the only thing is, is that, I'm trying to figure it out Just like everybody else I mean I've got good days Sometimes, really bad days but I wanna learn how to love you With all of me The broken, the bruised I want you to see everything So you can love me for who I really amTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
