i've not been feeling well lately that empty grinding deep inside my gut shivering cold sweats while i'm sleeping confused, lost, and tired i've been thinking a lot]
walking over a dead world sinking as i slide further in lost in all the decay in all the crumbling textures
all is gone now, all is lost . . . i become like nothing . . . i fade away . . . lying cold and dying,
an empty shadow cloaked in dusk no warmth, no feeling, no sensation, no love, no god, no future i've become a corpse
wandering aimlessly through the streets swallowed by the city lights ablaze around me groping through the choking haze surrounding lost among this churning sea of strangers
looking up now, feeling empty the barren sky arching above me i feel so small-- not even present left behind . . . forgotton . . .
all is dying, all receeding . . . my world is slowly graying . . . i fade away . . . lying cold and dying, becoming nothing, an empty shadow cloaked in dusk no warmth, no feelings, no sensation, no love, no god, no future i've become a corpse
[how are you doing today? i apologize for being rather anti-social at your house the other day i was extremely tired not focused however, i have a question for you. (sometimes i feel the need to . . . ) i thought you might enjoy a little (un?)stimulating communication without actually having to look me in the eye. although i do believe that you would be perfectly capable of doing that (look me in the eye) you probably would not want to. it's a rip-off common, exausting, and depressing expendable confused, lost, and tired i have been thinking a lot
for me: stay away from all human beings as much as possible (that is not working very well - but i try) (sometimes i feel the need to . . . ) do not worry i won't call you i do not think either of us could handle that. by the way, i do like being here. (goodbye)
-finish my thoughts-Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.