[Verse 1] Am I afraid? They say I look lonely, a permanent face painted on me Always struggling in my decay (Decay, decay) So, did I do something wrong or was it all my fault That I’ve been put down all my life, and lost all hope? Don’t tell me again how these hardships we face are all for the best It has to be this way
[Pre-Chorus] I woke up from a dream I’m never where I want to be When I look in the mirror I’m not proud of what I see Could never find any comfort in my own skin Standing on this ledge with all my selfish intentions
[Chorus] I’m so sick of feeling my heart beat Contentment comes with a sacrifice I’m not willing to make 'Cause there’s this part of me that hates to feel me smiling Am I too far gone? With all the self-doubt, I’m just so worried I'm just so worried (I'm worried)
[Verse 2] Are you listening to my words? Am I wasting air? (Am I wasting air?) It’s not as simple as you made it out to be I panic and panic, poor melancholy me
[Pre-Chorus] I’m only an image of what I want to be So why did I grow up to hate what I see? Just know now, if I could somehow I’d trade it all, trade it all (I'd trade it all)
[Chorus] 'Cause I’m so sick of feeling my heart beat Contentment comes with a sacrifice I’m not willing to make 'Cause there’s this part of me that hates to feel me smiling Am I too far gone? With all the self-doubt, I’m just so worried I'm just so worried (I'm worried)
[Outro] Because everyday it’s all so routine To live with all the things I fucking hate about me I’ve been numb for so long, I’d be better off gone So scared to die, but that’s all I really want And do you feel the shame in the words that ring true? “You never did all the things you really wanted to do” Regret every choice I’ve made up to this point It’s never been an option, I can’t do anything right It's useless to ask what this life is all for If we found out the answers, we’d still want more I just wish I had something to live for I just wish I had something to liveTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.