I blame myself for trying to see the best in you
You can't help but let me down
I finally see the truth
I fear my shadow and hate this empty reflection
Trapped between guilt and regret, pain is a welcome sensation to this nightmare I live
I blame myself for trying to see the best in you
You can't help but let me down
I finally see the truth
There is only solution
To swallow this barrel and pull the trigger
The emptiness of this room echoes the sounds of failure
The silence and darkness embrace me in my tomb
My soul once burned with desire and passion
Now such arson is blasphemy
Cold and numb, incapable of feeling anything
Looking inward brings disgust
An overwhelming state of apathy is my only safety
I am, I am lost
I won't, I won't be saved
Self absorbed, self inflicted
Don't pity the coward I have become
I feel the guilt begin to strangle as the blood slows in these rusted veins
There is only one solution, to pull the fucking trigger
As I will never escape my fate
Deliverance is a luxury for fools
Now to cheat life in one last breath
This is the end
This is my end
You'll never haunt me again

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