Youth gave many thing to me A love that was forever
An absence of regret The drug was never far from me My serpent of tentation My long hard road down to Nowhere Black barren landscapes of Hopeless days without end Those desesperate days Always the blur Always the urge Those life-eating days Those Torturous days of crawling And begging for more She was always part of it Stocking the addiction Sharing in my pain She was my lust, my hunger, my enemy But young hearths cannot see Down the long Winding road to Nowhere Black barren landscapes of Hopeless days without end Our desesperate days Always the blur Always the urge Our life-eating days Our Torturous days of crawling And begging for more Too close to diying and realized That changing was my only chance I went to through the horrors Of sobering up But she could not leave them behind Those desesperate days Always the blur Always the urge Those life-eating days Those Torturous days of crawling And begging for more --"PAST SIN"-- She never escaped that hell Sometimes I see her A ghost in the passing crowd After my rebirth She fell even deeper The eve to my serpent So she had to go Fuck you I'm sober up I don't stick to that shit anymore You could've done the same I tried to help but Fuck you I'm tired of your shit Fuck you, take your shit You had your chances, get the fuck outta here You fucking bastard --"BETWEEN THE LINES"-- Back in those dark days My one ray of light Was writining whenever I could She kept that going She spurred me on I guess that's the one thing she did And I lived many lives In the space of the pages I wrote A thousand nightmares Dreamt by someone else Stuck in the mind of an old Empty man I remembered nothing at all Then I wrote my own dreams As a man who would Ask for too much Helpless in bed I had to feel her cold touch And I watched as a man put a gun To an innocent head Her sky-blue eyes as she says "Help me. Dad" Spiraling downstairs The stars still decend I kill the oracle Again and again And I see what the pain of betrayal Can do to a man She slowly drowns And I know she knows my name I spent nights in my cell Wishing I could remember her voice The pills they gave me Took her from me Even in my own story I need the call of a drug She ask for blood And I can't help but Obey In the mirrow I see those who died Stabbed by my Knife The blade comes closer To my throat But wait --"A CUT OF SALVATION"-- Knife at my throat I had always a thought That this was the day I decide to change --"DELIVERANCE"-- Following this path of memory I arrive at certainty Had it not been for my writing I would not have made That change She, my Eve Was also mother To my urge to write those tales Without her There would be no stories Without them I'm back Nowhere She was my Muse My way out And still I left her in Black (And) Barrend lands Alone she cannot climb Out of the pit I must be her way out I must be her way out of that hell I am here for you now Take my hand What you've done for me I'll do for you You will be my muse My inspiration You will be the woman by my side Take my hand And let me lead you out Be my muse My inspiration Be my muse And we will never See nowhere againTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
