I'm walking out the darkness, and I barely made it Hope this reaches all the people who cannot escape it I was just like you, I was young like you I was tryna numb the pain I was afraid of facing I was tryna run away from the hurt I didn't know what I would do if living felt any worse I tried the pills and the therapy, and none of it worked I know it kills, but I want you to know that you ain't the first Your people can't relate if they ain't felt it themselves It feels like everything they say when you complain doesn't help You're sinking deeper every day; when you're awake, you're in hell You think you changed along the way, but now it's too late to tell It's like you were rolling with the thunder and fell 'Cause when the lightning started crashing, I guess you did as well Your demons kicking down the door, they're never ringing the bell They just keep tapping on the windows till they fall out the cells I know you're feeling defeated, you try to keep it a secret Your weakness got you believing you need a doctor for treatment But taking pills ain't convenient, so you keep looking for reasons To go and flush 'em down the drain and find the faith to keep breathing You lay and look at the ceiling all night when you should be sleeping But you've been knee deep in pieces of dreams and failed achievements
You keep repeating the moments when you were beaten and broken And now you're bleeding emotion, you just want someone to hold you, well, me too 'Cause I've been standing on the edge, trying not to jump I only say it so you know you aren't the only one The only thing that killed the pain was smoking weed and getting drunk Before I knew it, I had drank a case a day for eighteen months I was sleeping with a beer by my bed Last call was all that I could hear in my head I know there's too many of us drinking to try and forget But who the fuck are we gonna cheers if we drink till we're dead And when you finally get sober, you find the friendships are over 'Cause you don't have nothing in common if you're not getting loaded You called 'em brothers, you called 'em family, you called 'em your blessings And now they call, and you ignore the phone, and that's called depression They try to tell you your misery is not an excuse And you just wish they could spend a day tryna walk in your shoes Just know you're not alone, I feel the same way as you It isn't you against the world 'cause I'm fighting 'em too It's like you're losing control until you drive right off the road And then when the vehicle rolls again, you get thrown out the holes in it Then you notice all of your bones are broken and all of your clothes are wet Soaking with gasoline, light a smoke and explode with it Till the day that we're ghosts, you'll never be on your own 'Cause I'll be standing in your corner till you need me the most I was put on this planet to lift you up when you're low And you have done the same for me, so I'll be keeping you close, I love y'allTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
