Living in a perpetual state of self-avoidance
Leaving my life postponed
Lying to myself that until I find control
I don't exist and won't
Day after day, the same promise broken
To finally break away
Frivolous cravings shatter new beginnings
There's no good time to change

Trapped in a lost search of a deeper satisfaction
That could never be achieved
Protecting myself from the future, past and present
As I spiral endlessly
My entire existence ruled by limitation
And restriction self-imposed
How many times can I rewrite the same song
Before I decompose

Self-sabotaging
Ritual
Nothing but a distraction
No way to heal

All that consumes
Holding onto pain
All that consumes
Through the avoidance of pain
All that consumes
Addiction will only further suppress
All that consumes
The emotions you neglect - all that consumes

A pale face in the mirror
Lifeless eyes now full of fear
Trembling hands grip the sink
Blood runs slowly down the drain

Sentencing
Sentencing

Thoughts racing through my mind
The brutal truths I can't deny
Through the years of abuse, have I reached
My turning point, my sentencing

Sentencing
Sentencing
Sentencing

Acid torn
Acid torn
Acid torn
Acid torn

Living in a perpetual state of self-avoidance
Leaving my life postponed
Lying to myself that until I find control
I don't exist and won't
Every day, that same promise broken
To finally break away
Frivolous cravings shatter new beginnings
I will never change

All that consumes
Holding onto pain
All that consumes
Through the avoidance of pain

Fuck

All that consumes
Addiction will only further suppress
All that consumes
The emotions you neglect - all that consumes

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