Her mother holds her father While she weeps on his shoulder Their daughters brought down the isle But this isn't her wedding day The coffins on the alter And the incense burns my eyes The priest starts by saying "God, why take this life away?" At this point her mother Breaks down in sorrow She calls me a monster And tears stream down her face What am I to say?
My eyes fill too But not of tears, but of hatred Self loathing, foreboding I feel their eyes stare upon me And I turn, to face them The dead eyed population Staring me down Wishing it was me they were putting in the ground
So I unfold the paper I can't take the pain much longer...
"I can't put words to paper On the pain we all feel But I know as you all stare at me That I'm the one to blame So condone me, disown me Bring me down to my knees I deserve it all anyway"
My voice starts to break As tears stream down my face It's not over, but it's over I can't take this heartbreak Anymore
So we filed out and the music played Her coffin wearing bouquets Her mother's crying, we were crying The weather reflected our pain We all drove down to the hole where we will put her Six feet down, but raising up from me I stood alone in the pouring rain
As the days go by I find it harder to get up I'm asphyxiated by your presence Like a shadow over my shoulder But truth is, I don't care I'd rather feel something there Than never feel you here at all I wish I got to hold you close One last time and not let go Not travel to the great divine Because I knew that would be my last goodbye I won't see you on the other side.
I stood alone in the pouring rain Shrouded by my shame I can't even hold on to what I love Without it slipping away I tore my own heart out And threw it in her grave I guess I never needed it Standing alone in the pouring rainTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
