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Seems like forever, like forever
since I tore myself apart
and left my friends in the wake
of countless tears
and fading life
when I couldn't
seem to grasp the life I lead
and the lives I touch
it's one year on now

one year on, one year on
still I struggle with the same demons
I shed asI laid there
lost in my head, lost in my head

lost in this goddamn hospital
bed...

I'm not the same man, and I don't dare try,

try to uncover all
the darkness that I hide

it's like my demons are my lovers
but I've got friends
by my side, I've got hope in my eyes
and dreams to aspire to
and the world to watch below

(chorus)

And death won't be my lover
I've got so much left to give
and take my life with subtle steps instead of not wanting
all that is left

instead of trying to take my own life
it's one year on
and I am stronger
I want to live much longer
not grow old and bitter

and jaded and not hate what life gave me
and let the fear wash away
and let the demons blunt their claws
on a life that's full of mistakes
but always searching for much more

I won't die defeated.

cause I've got friends
by my side
I've got hope in my eyes
and dreams to aspire to
and the wide world to watch below

(chorus)

And death won't be my lover I've
got so much left to give and take my life with subtle steps instead of not
wanting
all that is left

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