I don't like the things they do at parties They get drunk and nobody's ever sorry But I get offended when I'm not invited Even though I know if I was there I'd just be thinking "God, I wish I was home"
I want love, but I've got commitment issues I cry all the time, I'm running out of tissues I'm starting to think that I only let myself fall for the player type 'Cause it's too much pressure to be someone's everything all the time
I always complain that I feel like I don't feel have any real friends When really I do, I just don't put in effort with any of them I'm good at convincing myself that I'm alone But maybe they'd ask to hang out If I would just pick up my phone
Self sabotage gives me a round of applause 'Cause when life is going good, I'll find reasons why it's not I cut people out, 'cause I can't stand a crowd If I didn't get so homesick, I'd run straight out of this town I'm the only one who doesn't want what's best for me That's why a stranger looks at me and instantly feels sympathetic Somehow I think that it's wrong for me to be happy I sniff out all of the bad things 'cause I hate surprises Isn't that pathetic?
I need a break from people when I'm with them too much But when they do the same I think they must not like me that much I'm insecure and it's become a joke among my group of friends 'Cause if I suspect someone might not like me the whole world ends
I lose my mind then meet a guy and think I found it Then I get hurt and write a song or 5 about it I barely knew him, but I cried for days when we were done I have this habit I imagine every guy is the one I see girls online then I look at my life and I pity myself Why can't I have it all figured out like everyone else? I know that there's millions of people who walk in my shoes But my crippled ego believes no one's got it worse than I do
Self sabotage gives me a round of applause 'Cause when life is going good, I'll find reasons why it's not I cut people out, 'cause I can't stand a crowd If I didn't get so homesick, I'd run straight out of this town I'm the only one who doesn't want what's best for me That's why a stranger looks at me and instantly feels sympathetic Somehow I think that it's wrong for me to be happy I sniff out all of the bad things 'cause I hate surprises Isn't that pathetic?
Looking back on my life, it's like watching a comedy Evil laugh track plays on repeat again and again My romantic life is more like a horror film And all the good guys are killed ten seconds in I'm not who I wanna be and I wish I could stay in my head I wish I could stay in bed 'Cause the sun's too bright, it's hurting my eyes Going outside gives me a migraine I need to cut caffeine and hydrate Listing all the things about me that I hate All I did in a song was exaggerate All I did in a song was to deprecate 'Cause we live in a world where it's glamourised Where it's cool to have a pathetic life
We're doing fine But who cares if you're not crying? Isn't that pathetic? We won't admit, we're doing fineTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
