[Intro] This beat kinda says it all so, Imma just go
[Verse 1] People Tell me keep my head up it'll be okay And I just smile because there's nothing left for me to say Meanwhile I'm really wishing that they keep away Cause no one truly understands the problems I hide deep away They playing Checkers, my mind is thinking chess moves I'm trying to pause time so i can think about my next move Not only that, I'm also thinking about my next two While also being sidetracked by these pretty girls I'm next to If she really knew the weight of all my problems Would she still be staring at me as if she can help me solve them I swear I'm losing it, I'm caught up in my thoughts It's like they show you how to get through life but still I end up lost And everything that attained in life don't come without a cost So our emotions pay for every single lesson we are taught Trying to keep her smiling in midst of all my pain Is like trying to stay dry in midst of all the rain I'm hoping I'm the only thing that still remains the same So my friends don't say I've changed in midst of all the fame But no one knows what tomorrow holds so who's to say So I'm thinking about tomorrow and I lose track of today
[Verse 2] Once I make it through this mess Imma be the one to blame Cause I did it on my own with little help along the way This mixtape is my book but I didn't put in every page Cause I don't want to talk about things like H.R.A So I didn't tell you that my family got evicted Or that I completely ruined my relationship with my sisters If I could speak to them I'd tell them that I miss them And say sorry that I didn't even send a gift on Christmas It's like, I just wonder how i got here And how I'm supposed to fly when my whole world drops here But just when I thought the storm was over Some close ones passed away, another burden on my shoulder It's always ones that you ain't call as much as you was supposed to Yet you can find time to text people you ain't close to
[Verse 3] Damn, so now I'm feeling type ashamed While half the family's only hoping that the family's getting paid And things ain't quite marry when you can't afford Christmas Yet people ask me why I'm not smiling in my pictures If money talks then I'm trying to sit and listen But if money says it all then my pocket just whispers Cause even with financial aid I can't afford college But a Bachelor's can't teach you how to get through life's problems So I ain't even stressing that I can't afford knowledge This just means I find another stage and learn how to rock it My dreams walk ahead of me, I am just a shadow Either they are out of reach, or I am just a tad slow I'm a bad performer or my life is just a bad show At least I get this weekly child support from my dad though
[Verse 4] How come, Life don't listen when i ask first And even when I drive slow, I can't avoid those fast girls I was voted class clown and class nerd I hope my songs are good enough for fans to hear the last verse Pictures in my mind but I can't really describe them Pills that I can take but the doctor didn't prescribe them Problems tend to find me so I'm just trying to hide them My dreams try to log out so I keep my focus signed in Music is my life and every bar is a tear I just hope the bass bumps loud enough to silence all my fears I've been through hell and back and only lived 20 years I got 80 more left so that explains why I'm scared My life is a movie but I wish I had two takes So i could film from scratch with a new life and a new name It's like, I just need to find a new place Where roaches don't walk around me as if they were freaking roommates I set up dates with girls that i eventually postpone Cause I either got no money or I running out of clothes So now she disappointed or she crying back at home But little does she know that I've been crying all along And I should tell the truth cause I know she'd understand But it hurts to say I'm broke, so I pretend that I got plans But I'm just home, hoping that she'll find a better man That can take her out to dinner and put diamonds on her hand Everybody got problems, why complain about mine? I'll just put it in a song and then I'll make it all Rhyme I'm trying not to rush cause I know things come in time I'm just waiting for the whole world to be mine When you try hard you die hard, yeah i hear you Yeezy But I'm going hard regardless cause since when is dying easy? Huh? So tell me do y'all feel me? Nah, Y'all can't hear meTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
