What you're gonna do about me now? I'm doin' everything that I used to talk about Got off the couch of my motherfuckin' momma's house 'Cause my dad kicked me out, screamin' loud "Now you need to get a job" I was lost down the spot in my friend's living room Smoked a joint and then I did a couple shrooms Call me a fool but I ain't so good with rules Now I'm that dude, that got up, came back Broke down, made tracks Gave up ten times but not enough to go back home again I don't got many friends 'Cause I broke hearts, scream word, truth hurts, eat dirt I'm tryna put a couple zeros up on all my networth But what comes first, is being happy 'til it hurts
I'm goin' through an identity crisis You might be goin' through one just as like it I got really good at fakin' and hidin' But I'm tellin' you there's no way to fight it Got 'em on one, I wanna be happy Because I'm so sick and depression is after me Stop freeze The demons are laughin' at me (Hahaha) I write things that I believe, I pretend I'm Socrates Wish my dad believed in me, but at least he didn't leave Now I wanna hear the people scream, "Hercules, Hercules" Hope that brings enough happiness 'til it's hurtin' me, hurtin' me
