I run at night two times a week My right foot broke from anxiety I ran this route when I was fifteen I used to starve myself as a reason to breathe
On the same street 9/11/2020 I saw my first girlfriend then she hid from me In the front seat of her best friend's car While I was smoking weed in a parking lot
Of an elementary school I thought I'd get caught trying to be cool
I wish I was pretending That's why I build my walls so high Excluding rejection from my life
If I just hold myself tonight If I just hold myself tonight
I'd rather hold myself sometimes
After the first time I had sex I cried myself to sleep in a loft bed Still never kissed someone I'm in love with I'd die happier if I was a virgin forever Forever
I wish I was pretending To wear my instincts like a disguise It's out of fear I recognize
If I just hold myself tonight If I just hold myself tonight
I'd rather hold myself sometimes
I'd rather hold myself tonight I'd rather hold myself tonight Do you just hold yourself sometimes?Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
