You were blue in the face, motionless on the ground. And I was trying not to notice, but I couldn't help myself. And I frantically tried, to place my air into your lungs. But it was all for nothing, you were already gone. And the ambulance came a little just past five. It was just early enough, to see the sun rise. And I watched you pull away. But no, that could never stop me. It didn't stop me.
I can't keep living my life this way. These bad habits of mine will lead me to an early grave. I can't find my own direction. I'm tired of living my life through these half open eyes.
Fast forward to five months, November cold. Again with nowhere left to go. My body starts to relapse. And I keep blaming you, for all I shouldn't have. When all I have to blame, is myself. And I swear that I tried to stay on the ground, but it kept pulling me back up. With these rails and razorblades, my heart beating out my chest. I wished it would explode.
I can't keep living my life this way. These bad habits of mine will lead me to an early grave. I can't find my own direction. I'm tired of living my life through these half open eyes.Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
