It's four o'clock, the TV's on My mind is shut off and my own thoughts are gone I change the channel, I change my mind I change my life; I wanna leave it all behind
'Cause I don't have a mind of my own I am influenced by everything that I see And I can't help it now Everything in my life just thinks for me
Can't help this habit; I'm in love with my disease Worshiping my idle time, a life I cannot seize Trapped by depression and I sleep all day But Xanax, Valium, Ativan makes it all okay
It's so much more than a cry for attention No loving hands can soothe this ache It's so much more than my war with the world It's my own degradation, it's my own self-hate
I preach my pessimism Right out loud to anyone who'll listen I'm not afraid to be alive I'm afraid to be alone
Late at night, my monsters find me From under the bed or out of my past All alone with nobody to talk to Sanity gets put to the test
I close my eyes but I'm still haunted Sometimes I get too twisted to sleep As all my world crumbles all around me Inspirations become admissions of defeat
Cause I don't have a mind of my own I don't have a mind of my own I don't have a mind of my own Everything in my life just thinks for meTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
