i think i'm ready to go and
i think you're ready for me to leave now
i spent a year trying to put myself in yr shoes and not once did i think about how you held me so tightly that i could barely breathe
the way you made me not want to breathe
i know i say a lot of things often
i'm trying to come up with expression beyond words but the first time you kissed me, you knocked the wind right out of my chest and i could not tell you how that felt even if i had wanted to
and i did not want to
you left me numb
i once dated a girl who kissed my scars when i kissed her lips
she serenaded the parts of me that i struggled to acknowledge
and i wondered if she would see open doors as reparations for which i never followed through
she told me all of my skin was beautiful
even the parts that had puffed up pink and never completely gone away
i think they're like us, too
she asked me one day what i care about and i said i didn't know
she said that we were two people who didn't care much for ourselves but cared a lot about each other
i guess that's ok
she's in the past now
she's like those parts she used to love
i remember her sometimes and i cover her up
i think i'm leaving

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