Im not an idiot I know that its over But i keep going so I forgot when i'm sober Last night i called you 13 times The pretty boy who caught me eye wondered why I did your drugs i wore your ring contemptuously Im done with being pretty let them see me crazy I spent all this time waiting for you to come and save me But i'm drunk alone singing “my god i'm so lonely” Im not an idiot I know its the amphetamines I should probably keep better track of my dopamine The girl i loved lodged in my throat she is a part of me You've never seen I wear your name like its a part of me Im counting down the days until i get married I built this fucking love so strongly that its scaring me I built a love so raw it bleeds I made a boy so raw he bleedsTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.