They don't even know, I'm dealing with trauma It's become a part of me They don't even know, I have PTSD A pain that'll never leave They don't even know, that my heart doesn't beat I'm tryna find a remedy They don't even know, that I could hardly sleep Because I see you in my dreams
Always see you in my dreams, I think I need to wake up I just wish I could move on, cuz I don't wanna stay stuck The voices in my head's loud, they never seem to stay shut Overthink till I can't sleep, paranoid so I stay up Always lost in thoughts again Showcase my pain to my audience Watch me rise till I fall again Hate my mind cuz it's fraudulent Always swimming in doubt I can't ever get out of it Women want me for clout Now I'm raising my walls again Biggest fear is blowing up Before reducing my trauma Cuz all that added stress Will only add to the problem I gotta, lotta money It doesn't fix anything I want someone to love me Cuz, then that would mean everything Always feeling high, then I'm feeling down again Tryna find the source, don't know what the problem is Why am I alone, lost the ones I started with They don't even know that I'm getting tired of this
They don't even know, I'm dealing with trauma It's become a part of me They don't even know, I have PTSD A pain that'll never leave They don't even know, that my heart doesn't beat I'm tryna find a remedy They don't even know, that I could hardly sleep Because I see you in my dreams
My left arm's filled with tattoos When really those are just scars I got them during bad moods Or whenever life was hard Always used a distraction From all the pain in my heart Never found satisfaction From getting paid for my art It's a ridiculously trade off That only seems to worsen Cuz money doesn't pay off when you're a broken person It hurts when some people think My music's music itself When really it's my diary I literally cry for help I'm overlooked, I'm disregarded I'm Insecure, I'm broken hearted I feel unsteady, the pressure's heavy I'm getting tired of being an artist Need rehabilitation A reset from all of this I'm at the point of breaking When's the end to all of this?
Always feeling high, then I'm feeling down again Tryna find the source, don't know what the problem is Why am I alone, lost the ones I started with They don't even know that I'm getting tired of this
They don't even know, I'm dealing with trauma It's become a part of me They don't even know, I have PTSD A pain that'll never leave They don't even know, that my heart doesn't beat I'm tryna find a remedy They don't even know, that I could hardly sleep Because I see you in my dreamsTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
