Sitting alone in my own self conscious Always in a state of mind of everlasting paranoia Constantly gripping reality Realizing the path that was given before me was the right idea
I see it The blinding light I need it Staying alive is the last thing I need
No goodbye No second chance No more pain
Sitting here As it runs through my veins An empty stare leaves It leaves as quickly as it, quickly as it came
I feel the change: vomit profusely on the floor
Why?
Subconscious Wants me alive Don't know why Something has stopped me from killing myself
Was it God? Answer me God Where were you God?
I'm still here I look up and Quietly say Thank You
No belief Yet I stay thankful I'm still alive I pushed, then something pulled me in It pulled me in
And I don't know my purpose yet Joy I will envision
Whether it be for her Or a beautiful face Or for my family My spirit stays strong
I will live I will aspire To be something wonderful
Thank you whatever force Thank you for keeping me alive.Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.