Inside of me, a monster fucking and sucking out my energy Leaving me blessed with no spirit and I’m restless to find hope I’m messed and I fear it, I can’t clear it, I can’t cope In jeopardy, moving weatherly, and everyone is after me, after me The importance of the character that I’ve become, what I once was, Is altering and fading, there’s no naming and I’ve been shaming I’m turning shades of yellow and red and I’m trying to cope But my mind says rebel and all I find are thoughts of rope Still I’m lugging my bones through the path of life crying Turning sluggish and dying, wishing I was flying But the win is so far and my insides another star not shining Burning and hurting when they go up and die Loosing flight, loosing mind, turning blind And can’t find any aspiration but temptation for this alteration of my body to please my mind, can you please help me to find? I need a doctor for the double incision, seeking no revision Just a bilateral mastectomy and then I’ll feel revised and free Can you blame me for the hatred boiling up inside of me? Can’t tame me of the pain that’s making my pride flee You say set this aside and the guilt will subside but I’ve been taking the strides and my mind still collides, pulls me under the tide and my mouths open wide would you be able to push the shame aside? Am I ready to die?Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
