I lie awake as I wonder and flounder. I mumble to my soul, baffled by my memory. I try to unriddle this puzzle, yet in vain.
‘Afraid to live, what a way to exist….’ I often seem nearly invisible. My incomplete and fragile presence will make no impact on life’s essence.
Sometimes I feel trapped in a hallucination. Will there be a day when I have illumination? Those mediocre days, each senseless and unclear. The labour that I face leaves me with nothing but fear. Fear for what is there beyond, dreading my oblivion. Everything I earned... from them I learned my dull existence and sublime ignorance.
Lucid nightmares
This is the endgame of the atrocious tragedy. My self-repression ideas, ideals…, none of them matters. They are ephemeral. The evanescence isn’t mere symbolic. Status: still waiting with misgivings, suffering from withdrawal… Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa. |
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