I still hear the bullets fall
Every night in my dreams
I wake up sweating
Haunted by the horrors lived
Countless days hiding pain
With anti depression pills
Lost and wandering through the maze
Of scars still unhealed

I saw things that you’d never believe
Things I don’t prefer to not relive

Desperate and broken
Finding shelter in alcohol
Trying to find a way out
Of this dead end hole
I tried to trust in God
But I already lost my soul
Led astray from the path
I walk alone

Stranded in hatred, harvested in war
I look for a place to call home

Betrayed by the system
Burnt out by its lies
Hopeless
Innocence fade
Wondering how to strife
Through this private hell

It's hard to move forward
When you've lost more than gained
No one to trust, nothing to believe
Makes my hope deranged
I despise what I did
I detest what I've become
Someone apathetic
Without reasons to live for

Betrayed by the system
Burnt out by its lies
Hopeless
Innocence fade
Wondering how to strife
Through this private hell

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