I seek you out, slay you alive One more word and you won't survive
I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye people Think I left, even though I'm still here Pressure made it's way through my chest to my heart, like a spark does Fireworks on the new year
Burning me alive life imitates art There are flames on my arms tattooed right here Bury me alive, disappear underground Where they found me before I ever had this career (Mmm)
I seek you out, slay you alive One more word and you won't survive And I'm not scared of your stolen power I see right through you in the eye
I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever Even if my body is it still around, oh well Seats are only full at funerals and other ways The only vows I made the other person couldn't share
Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bed Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents These are my decisions now this course I gotta wear it Self inflicting these decisions here I'm can no longer bear it
I won't soothe your pain I won't ease your strain
Look I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is
Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it
Long hair, don't care, I'm not trimming it Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet My insanity's imminent All sharks I'm swimming with What's hell, I've been in it My happiness is bankrupt, but my credit card's unlimited Fuck, yeah (I seek you out) Find you just to remind you That when you're born an anomaly Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you Don't leave the past behind you Don't forget all of the fans who ride Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you Remember the things that drive you Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night With the struggle of having no one to cry to Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly toTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
