If I saw you in person, I'd beg for you back Scream, cry about all the good that we had Your gaslight would burn all night on full blast while I beg you to listen and hand you your ass Your backbone would bend so much it would snap My reason wouldn't fix your past You made up in your mind, you can only trust yourself Let me know how that works out for you in your living hell If you'd just give in to your attainable needs So us mind-reading fools wouldn't have to kill your disease And it creeps up on me like a horrible anxiety dream except I'm awake believing Only breathing is keeping me living
I guess forever to you meant a means to an end While my forevеr love drug is gifting me bends I yеll to myself as I'm making your bed Turn off the house alarm but not the one in my head I go out to the front yard where we planted fruit trees That will feed your next lover the vitamin C I'll be up on that hill with too much to say Unconditional love making me a slave And I think of that moment, that night, that day, when you begged “please come here, please stay” With the ring and a spear, you moved the motion so I had to stear You loved me with your good moods, attacked me with your old wounds I guess your passive aggression was still your best, babe But it creeped on us and never now seems so obvious More than ever I'm grieving Only breathing is keeping us living
You create in your mind that people don't like you We laugh at the Pisces but truly it haunts you You think you'd know better, you've done this your whole life You're less than insane 'cause you don't expect change Your comfort and sadness makes life what it is Can't convince you of your happiness Even if I did, you'd find cruel in my intent Make it your home, your victim kingdom Just you on your throne No love No love Didn't creep up on you It's a choice you carefully chose Quit wavering, I can feel you retreating Only breathing is keeping you living
Okay, here we go You swear I don't appreciate you Well, I don't use sex as thank you Sure bent over backwards to be available for you I was there from the get-go I'm not your trophy or your coattail Fame must have changed your point of view I'm the writer not the muse Better popstar than partner Now you got all you wanted You can pay off your problems ‘cause your ego won't bargain Play me like a melody, made me your enemy Cause blame gives you the courage to act on infidelity You're slave for the new Clumsy love needs a fix It's not the new one's fault, the captain steers the ship It's predictable not special, that surface skin devil A true lust romance is never successful We're the perfect example And all jokes aside, I'm wishing you good life Remember this time to let it honesty guide I guess we really did try, it feels right to say goodbye It's rarer these days, but when you cross my mind It creeps up on me, that romanticization disease Then I awake, I'm healing I'm breathing, I'm free, I am livingTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
