[Verse 1] Pop a bunch of pills 'til I feel like I'm floatin' Then lie still like the steel that I'm holdin' The voices tellin' me to chill so I focus Then I wake up and take a kneel at the toilet I'm wondering should I say this? I'm like Vegas 'Cause myself I've been fearing and loathing But for years I've concealed that I'm hopeless I act the way I feel, never deal with emotions I'm still on that muhfucking suicide tick So I medicate and meditate 'cause truly I'm sick My head and brain have separated, who am I with? I'm laying in my bed all day and drooling my spit And I could never dedicate the "do it my shit" I'm headed straight to heaven that's as loony I get I'm throwing all my bread away as soon as I get But I ain't got nobody be unified with, ugh Taking a bottle of liquor and nobody want to see my enzymes So sick the nigga that checked himself in about ten times Ask me if I'm in my right mind, I'm not in my I'm 'bout to go on a killing spree, I'm counting down like ten, nine Eight, seven, I hate voices meaning myself like am I sick Six, five, I'mma get my revenge I'm finna drop shit Four, three, hella go real but he's gon' be for the sor-ry Two, one, then it flips shit then it clips shit they didn't know real Now who want to take a trip inside my mind? (My mind) Tell your sanity bye bye time. (Bye bye time) I feel like I'm livin' in sci-fi time (Sci-fi time) No J.T. I can't buy my time If you look into my mind, yo it's kind of scary I just wanna lay up with a Halle Berry But I'm treating everything like it's commissary Prob'ly 'cause my soul is in solitary
[Chorus] Late nights in my single cell and them people turned me so dark Felt my soul diminish I'm coexistent with those who want no part Up what I been through I got issues and now I feel I'm 'bout to go off So I'm just meditatin' No medication couldn't heal my broken cold heart (Solitary mindstate) Late nights in my single cell and them people turned me so dark Felt my soul diminish I'm coexistent with those who want no part Up what I been through I got issues and now I feel I'm 'bout to go off So I'm just meditatin' No medication couldn't heal my broken cold heart
[Verse 2] I used to have suicidal thoughts at night Sit up in the cell with a razor blade 'Cause don't nobody care if I lost my life So I'm watching my sanity fade away Used to make death threats to the warden If the CO's ain't change they ways They put a nigga in restraints and recorded it Made a muhfucka have to change his name So call my ISO, nigga I flow sicker than anybody rapping about they eyesore, nigga Talkin' about they go real but I go realer Hit the handle with the force of nine gorillas You know rappers, but I know killers You know trappers, but I don't feel ya Leave your mind gone inside your skillet Whatever I don't like then I'm gon' kill it I got screws loose so I'm screwed in the mind Really don't have one, I ain't losin' my mind But what up if you touch me, this dude isn't mine Institutionalized, I'm as mute as a mime The system changed my perspective The dark side is in me, I got the message They treat us like a stock investment But fuck the whole world over, no contraceptive I confess that I've been vexed And I'm a monster it's all connected They target us at a young age so we call collect it Speak negative shit dog, and y'all perfect it If you look into my mind yo, it's kind of scary Probably the reason why my mom ain't married My soul's in the system and probably buried That's why I'm just sitting solitary
[Chorus] Late nights in my single cell and them people turned me so dark Felt my soul diminish I'm coexistent with those who want no part Up what I been through I got issues and now I feel I'm 'bout to go off So I'm just meditatin' No medication couldn't heal my broken cold heart (Solitary mindstate) Late nights in my single cell and them people turned me so dark Felt my soul diminish I'm coexistent with those who want no part Up what I been through I got issues and now I feel I'm 'bout to go off So I'm just meditatin' No medication couldn't heal my broken cold heartTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
