[Verse 1] Can you picture losing freedom over forced pharmaceuticals And treated like some feces on the floor And the reason that they keep you is the people that you swore Wouldn't leave you but indeed they all don't need you anymore Might not be the truth but see how you perceive it when you're lost For the things you do that's evil sanity can be the cause And how they deal with you is equal so your fingers got to cross Turn your back so they can't see you while you're speaking to the wall You're putting up multiple and neither of them fall When's the last time you've eaten or had sleep, can you recall? Can't remember anything, memory leaving you is gone Difficult to recognize them voices even when they call Being puzzled how your brain's a bunch of pieces and they fall You seem like you're at peace but there's a reason for it all You learning to accept it, aren't you, even though it's wrong Got you reaching for the stars, hopefully it won't be long Because you're dying inside and you don't even know what's wrong It could be side-effects from everything that you've been on Your wife to be left you 'cause she needed someone strong Said "What happened to you" then she threw the ring at you and all You seed he was asleep and didn't see nothing at all She packed him up and left you for a week and you were scarred And all you could do was just scream 'til you were hoarse Looking at the clock for hours thinking sheer and thinking off This is not the way it ends, someone please don't let me off I'm incoherent driving almost speed into a wall I don't know what I'm doing, I just need an ear to borrow Just in case nobody ever hears from me tomorrow I promise I'll be back and what I mean is I'll be normal As far-fetched as it sounds I really think I'll pull it off A glimpse into my life is what I leak into these bars 'Cause I was once searching and while speaking to my God I said
[Hook] I keep I keep fighting When I go to search for myself I always say I keep I keep fighting Just when you thought it was over I say I'll keep breathing Gotta keep breathing I'll keep breathing Gotta keep breathing I'll keep breathing Gotta keep breathing I'll keep breathing
[Verse 2] Maybe drugs for the serotonin or dopamine Eventually made me mentally just let go of things Hopefully some chemicals intervene when I go to think But I was told you reap what you sew homie or so it seems 'Cause psychosis was woven into my soul and I know that I'm more likely to go through it if I smoke or drink But these things are helping me cope going through hell I am so at war with myself so don't judge me if you're on the brink A lot of studies show that money doesn't go to treat The people that are going through the most, not enough at least You'd suck your teeth if you knew how there were only cheap Facilities so stringent got you really scared to go to sleep A bunch of walking zombies are what we chose to be Sedated and stabilized and feared to be on the streets It's like mutiny to the few who are so unique And me too, that's my cue to be quarantined Notice how I said reap it, sew or so it seems Apoe E4 I think I own the gene My mother was an E4 but that's a soldier thing And for me to witnessin' the war I can only dream And if life is but one, I guess it's lucid Especially how the powers that be don't really control a thing And unplug like Jon Bon Jovi and woke up Feeling jovial so what, this music is more than me I'm barely twenty seven and feeling like forty three A sixteen could make a difference to some who ain't old as me Meaning you don't have to be old to go through things And that was all mathematically spoken for show indeed My strong suited daily rituals aren't meant for the weak Headed towards the apex currently I can only peak But sometimes I get lost and I pray my soul to keep Trekking through this coarse terrain but whenever I go to sleep It's like
[Hook] I keep I keep fighting When I go to search for myself I always say I keep I keep fighting Just when you thought it was over I say I'll keep breathing Gotta keep breathing I'll keep breathing Gotta keep breathing I'll keep breathing Gotta keep breathing I'll keep breathingTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
