[Intro: King Iso] I've never been an envious person in my life, man Never been jealous of nobody But like I did have a conversation with Mackenzie the other day About like sometimes you do slip into those envious moments to people who don't have to deal with The mental health shit we deal with, you know what I mean Like how do you not feel that?
[Verse 1: King Iso] Juxtaposition of the weak and the strong In a world full of so many people But seem so alone I fall into comparing myself to few So elated I've waited with nothing else to do I sit at bay while the ocean moves Transparent, opaque but we're both so blue Look to space, lost within it, seems oh so gloom Both dark for a star, where I go's no moon And I feel like fighting Betrayed by God and I don't feel right, crying While everybody's smiling But I'm real life dying to live a life like you do With mental illness nonexistent, pain is well but few too Taking some shots like my pistol out You can just tell the bartender to send more rounds Pop me an Ativan so I can simmer down Someone save me before I fucking hit the ground I know what I feel is envy now People don't feel what I feel and that's really wild Invisible while I'm standing right in the crowd When they said ignorance is bliss I get it now
[Chorus: King Iso] I'm jealous of you I'm so jealous Damn I'm jealous of you So jealous of you Yep, I'm jealous of you I'm so jealous Damn, I'm jealous of you So jealous Jealous, yeah
[Post-Chorus: King Iso] You ain't never dealt with this pain, yeah All sunshine no rain, yeah Your life's so clean, no stain, yeah Ain't no stress, no strain, yeah Never dealt with this pain, yeah Fucking up your brain, yeah Life's so clean, no stain, yeah Ain't no stress, no strain, yeah Jealous
[Verse 2: King Iso] Sipping this 40 while holding this TEC Jellysickle like E-40 & Tech How the fuck he don't feel this? Mean no disrespect I'm as cold as a corpse, I'm a ghost in the flesh Society has it at home to be next Preachers outtake me, now bozo's a threat For jelly you enroll like the homie I guess For sure depressed/for shoulder press, that bar went over your head Insomnia when you going to bed And searching for love, I ain't holding my breath I don't wanna answer my phone or a text But it's 3AM and I'm scrolling my thread All of this fame but still lonely as heck Don't check on me but I'll still loan you a check One day you'll be woke to this cloak, how I'm dressed By then, at the way King Iso'll be dead Two baby boys, why I give all my passion And I stay driven, though mentally crashing Some people just do not get it I'm asking Is it wrong to feel this envy I'm having I'm saving lives I didn't imagine Gotta be strong, my strength isn't lasting Here is the sad plot twist I've established Iso's a hero that wished it could happen
[Chorus: King Iso & Mackenzie Nicole] I'm jealous of you I'm so jealous Damn I'm jealous of you So jealous of you Yep, I'm jealous of you I'm so jealous Damn, I'm jealous of you So jealous Jealous, yeah
[Post-Chorus: King Iso & Mackenzie Nicole] You ain't never dealt with this pain, yeah All sunshine no rain, yeah Your life's so clean, no stain, yeah Ain't no stress, no strain, yeah Never dealt with this pain, yeah Fucking up your brain, yeah Life's so clean, no stain, yeah Ain't no stress, no strain, yeah Jealous
[Verse 3: Mackenzie Nicole] Antipsychotic, amphetamine, mood stabilizer, SSRI Can't be alright Can't relate to any y'all that around My life is a circus, I feel like the clown Gave me this life, but I'm turning it down I'm sick of this shit, now, I'll see myself out Always knew that I would start the car and close the garage (Garage) So many thoughts torment my mind But I won't say much (I won't say much) 'Cause you won't understand You weren't dealt this hand I try not to be mad at you, but I can't correct my stature When your happiness is actual And my energy can't match you Tell me Tell me why
[Outro: King Iso & Mackenzie Nicole] Pain, yeah Rain, yeah Stain, yeah Strain, yeah Pain, yeah Brain, yeah Stain, yeah Strain, yeah JealousTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
