Calendars hanging from the wall 359 days of withdrawal Left me fucked inside these walls Carve in stone all my faults Losing sense in this dimension That breeds false fate and ill intentions Cleanse me with my paranoia Write me vows you cannot keep And I'll be a witness to shattered dreams Let the warmth come over me Dig me a grave no one can reach And I'll lie with my eyes wide open With my glass like emotions Screaming for a sense of clarity Writing vows I cannot keep For my chest is caved in From my racing mind And my trembling hands For I can't help but think That I'm just the son Of collapsed lungs And I'll try to say I need you But I can't make out the words So I just swallow them whole And hope you see I'm at my worst For I'm weak, tired, and so full of hate Seeking validation In self caused pain Everyone's out for gore And my wrists are slit On this lonesome tower Built on shame and terror I wanna be another cold soul That always takes and takes and takes So I can lay with the fellow sons and daughters of Cain All these anxious claims They're my way of staying sane I'll just live another day In this goddamn sorrowful rain So lay me on the altar Oh, god of mental strife Treat my body as a temple I wanna set things right As this recluse that I've become Is just a whore of self hatred But I'm learning that's my natural skin So treat me like another bastard kid
And I've grown so comfortable With this state I'm in Forced smiles on another thoughtless whim As commitment is an ocean I'm tired of diving in My eyes stapled open And my head never rests Longing for victory In neurosis tyranny I wanna live in false misery Blinking lights In a soul sunken city Live life like the heartless men Who always finds a way to win Let the dying gods crash to their knees Lay them to waste in the Garden of Gethsemane For I'm throwing in the towel In this fight with my existential meansTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
