Sick of death and sick of life Watched the sun devour the night I'm always following the ghost of melancholy Life has chained me And taken me under the wings of tormented dreams And when it all crashed down As did my certainty Another night burning flowers As it serves as a reminder of words growing thin Asphyxiated from the sight of you And I severed the tongue That grew incapable of speaking your name Buried it with the promises of which we couldn't obtain And I lie in the soil waiting for you to call my name You found warmth in a place once cold Left me to die and watch my heart erode Stayed in your shadow and watched you bloom It's lovely from a distance but leaves me bruised My role as a placeholder has come and gone Left to figure out where it all went wrong Now I sleep in an altered state You haunt me in my dreams And leave me to inhale apathy As your every breath Pierces my arteries So I avoid sleep As the fear of waking up is taking its toll on me I don't wanna open my eyes to a life once pure and clean I wanna beg for you to come and save me But this complacency has purged me Pray to be numb As the ache never leaves Your blood has made its home in my veins A heart that once beat in unison with mine Writes the death note to this life So I dig to the earth’s core to search for all abandoned And all I find Is the torture adored Chained to your roses thorn And all the secrets I chose to ignore Mirror fades to black Felt you through the cracks Death comes and gives me a light Life fades in this darkness of mine Painting walls with these memories I'm just a cog in this suicide machine Trying to clear my head But this damage is done I'll wither away instead Let me be the first to die in your flowerhead Every flower whispers your name As if I was still engraved in your brain Every flower whispers your name For you are still engraved in my brain My ghost will trace your name in the dirt upon my grave Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa. |
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