The last time I heard from you was on my 21st birthday And I swear to God your favourite thing to do is hurt me So I started smiling when we crashed my car Your denim eyes would light up when we went too far Swore I'd stopped loving you after I'd counted the stars But, I turned impatient when it got too hard Now, I don't know where the hell this ends Now, I don't know where the fuck you've been But, I know you ripped all the wallpaper off of my heart So I don't know, how we could ever restart
Cause every time I thought I knew who you were You shed your skin And I guess I should've realised You were poisonous
But I still open my mouth and let you spit your venom in Because I've never felt more alive than freezing to death on your twin-sized bed And I've tried everything to get you out of my head And I've prayed to everyone to bring you back from the dead So we can do it again if you want to - go back and get drunk on that roof Maybe this time I'll get drunk too Maybe this time I won't try and fight you But we can sit on your bathroom floor get high with Badlands on a loop There's nothing I wouldn't do to travel back in time to you Can't tell if I love you, tell if I hate you, but you've taken a toll on me I'm still not rid of all the bruises that you couldn't never go and leave on me And there's still an outline of you sketched onto my sheets But I forgive you even if you're not sorry
You hated my music and I hated it when you cheated me I still have flashbacks, and sometimes I can't sleep Can't comprehend what the fuck you did to me But my therapist says it's PTSDTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
