[Chorus] I never really understood just why How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky Like it never really happened at all when it started Guess I'm not halfhearted
[Verse 1] I wake up every day to the bright morning sun I fall asleep every night think of things that I've done I think of all the people and how different I could have become I could've been a doctor, I could've been a nurse I could've been better, but I could've been worse Ever since the beginning, I've just been self-made and high-strung So I picked up a guitar and I picked up a pen And instead of going out, I chose to stay in I never slept around and I never really got into drugs I had too much self-respect to have respect from my peers So they called me anorexic and laughed at my tears Only a lesbian who understood an outcast ever gave me a hug
[Chorus] I never really understood just why How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky Like it never really happened at all when it started Guess I'm not halfhearted
[Verse 2] I hated 'em for a while for the pain I had endured And they asked me for friendship, as if that was the cure I tried to feel better, so I went out to every venue and played I got on TV, and I got on the news Kept writing my songs, and racking up views I forgot to remember them and that was when I truly forgave Because it's not about their actions, it's how you react Do you silently fight or do you just step back? Because haters only hate a threat that makes them feel weak And it took me years, through the Xanax and booze To understand the life you live is the life that you choose Walk the walk, and practice what you preach
[Chorus] I never really understood just why How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky Like it never really happened at all when it started Guess I'm not halfhearted
[Bridge] 'Cause it's about finding strength In the mess that you make Writing your story and filling the page The highs and the lows And the scars that you show or you hide You can self-medicate Or trash talk and hate But you're the only one that can stand in your way No matter where you're from, I'm always on your side [Chorus] I never really understood just why How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky Like it never really happened at all when it started Guess I'm not halfhearted
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