[Verse 1: JayteKz] These suicidal thoughts got me lost inside my head It's hard for me to wake up and roll out up of bed I'm tired of feeling weak, and I'm tired of feeling dead I'm tired of feeling judged because nobody understands And it's hard for me to vent cause I hear the same shit But you don't feel what I feel when the pain hits I can fill my walls up, I can cave in I see my downfall and I'm falling straight in Nothing feels the same anymore, no, no I don't feel the love, all I feel is alone What If I become so numb, so cold? Wish that I can run far away from home I've been holding on for far too long Slowly letting go from the world in my palms Sorry if this hurts, I don't mean no harm Put me in the dirt cause my time has come
[Chorus] (Slowly letting go, of all I've ever known All you've ever seen, is all I've ever shown But, deep inside I'm trying, and deep inside I'm crying, and deep inside I'm dying I'm tired of holding on.) (x2) I'm tired of holding on (x3)
[Verse 2: JayteKz] These suicidal thoughts got me lost in my heart Forgetting how to love cause my heart is torn apart And all my loved ones we have slowly grown apart I'm staring at myself like I don't know who you are No I don't know who you are anymore, no, no I don't know who you are? Why have you become so cold? Got so many scars buried deep inside my soul Reaching for the stars while I feel so low And I don't want to live, forgive me for my sins Sorry If I hurt you, but this is how it ends Tired of faking smiles I can no longer pretend Tired of breaking down, got no strength to defend To the ones I love, please don't mourn Finally at peace, I no longer feel the storm Finally at peace, from the sorrow and the tears Finally I am free from this life that I fear
[Chorus] (Slowly letting go, of all I've ever known All you've ever seen, is all I've ever shown But, deep inside I am trying, and deep inside I am crying, and deep inside I am dying I'm tired of holding on.) (x2) I'm tired of holding onTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.