Nuh, nuh Yo what Oh fuck Okay We're recording? Okay, okay, okay Um whats up guys My name is JayteKz Uhh, I make music I'm fucking emotional, and Just listen to some of my story, fuck it
I been thinking lately What if I ain't really meant for this I know this path I'm on is filled with greed and treacherous A pessimist I'm not, but I just been through so much shit It's hard to heal when I been damaged since I was a kid But you don't understand, my trials or my tribulations To be fair you never been within my situations I ain't saying I got it worse but it fucked me up So many scars I've been calling God to touch me up, yeah And honestly I haven't prayed lately Haven't slept at all and I just haven't ate lately I been drinking too, just to find a better mood A couple brews always keeps my heart from feeling bruised Haha, get it, or was that too corny? I digress, let me get right back into my story A year and six months I was in sobriety I tried to be the very best version I could be But I guess my feelings finally caught up to me Cause now I'm sitting here just buzzing like a bumblebee I know they're judging me and probably think I'm weak minded But you ain't here while I'm hurting on the brink of dying Yeah, I know there's probably no excuse But my present and my past still haven't made a truce I had a poisoned youth stemmed from my poisoned roots So when I blossomed I just had to face my poisoned truth That I lost my innocence way too early on Now that I'm grown up I realize the burden's strong I've been searching long and hard for a sense of purpose I've been searching deep within way beyond the surface But what I find is always quite disturbing I see my life and death in the process of converging They're conversing with each other getting well acquainted It's no wonder why I feel my soul is often tainted Or maybe I'm just being dramatic Or maybe things I've been through have truly been traumatic I panic when I think about the things I have no answers to So many questions and nobody seems to have a clue And I don't know who I can trust no more I try to open up and everybody shuts the door The more I try to love, the more I end up feeling worthless I wish reciprocity was something we could purchase But people often take advantage That's why I feel so numb and my compassion slowly vanished I haven't been myself since um, I don't know when Now my heart is cold and it's slowly getting frozen I soak in all my tears when I sit alone at home I let out all my fears and thoughts with these open poems A broken home that's exactly what my heart is A broken soul that's been camping in the darkness, yeah And if I never see the light again I hope you all can still see the burning light within The fight within has been coming to a subtle and And when it's over I just hope that all my troubles end, yeah I have no clue what the future holds But if tomorrow never comes know that you've been told All about my pain, sorrows and my misery I told my story I just wish that you were listeningTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
