[Verse 1: JayteKz] It ain't no secret, I'm always vocal with the way I feel I don't wanna be alive, depression is gonna get me killed Family says I need help but I don't think they fucking get it What I feel is carved inside my heart and it's deeply embedded I-I-I wish it was that simple, I wish this made me stronger, but instead It has left me crippled It's hard for me to smile and when I do It's fabricated I'm slowly breaking down and my happiness is barricaded I fucking hate this shit, numb the pain by taking sips Every time I'm sober I just want to slit my fucking wrists Hoping I will bleed to death, choking till I lose my breath Father, please forgive me, but I can't go on within my flesh Death seems like the only route, only place where peace is found Mom and Dad I love you, and I'm sorry If I let you down, but I can't take no more My heart is fucking torn, I wish this was a nightmare, wish I was never born
[Chorus: JayteKz] I can hardly feel now Every single day I am going numb I can only hope the end is near now I don't want to stay, I want to run No one understands these tears I shed now No one understands the hell I am in Honestly, just wish that I was dead now Can I bare this misery within?
[Verse 2: JayteKz] And dear family, I know it's hard for you to listen, but this is how I feel, I hope that I can be forgiven I feel imprisoned, I don't know how to escape Yeah, Imma victim of my own self-defeat and hate I-I-I wish I wasn't fucked up I-I-I wish I could look up I-I-I wish that I was lying to you Wish I was sharing smiles instead of fucking crying to you I'm sorry for it all, but this broken heart is raw I ain't got no where to turn to and I don't know who to call Got no choice but to crawl, I can't stand up on my feet Every time I fucking fall, man I no longer want to breathe Feel my soul getting weak, and my heart's getting heavy I'm begging on my knees for the lord to come and get me And when my time comes all I ask is don't forget me My purpose was fulfilled, I'm no longer feeling empty
[Chorus: JayteKz] I can hardly feel now Every single day I am going numb I can only hope the end is near now I don't want to stay, I want to run No one understands these tears I shed now, no one understands the hell I am in Honestly, just wish that I was dead now Can I bare this misery within?Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
