I swear every day is something different Death and helplessness feeling so empty I trade my what if's for others Like what if my illness was more than just wonders I’m sick of being sick of me Grit my teeth, weaken the knees I can only run for so long before I trip and see That I can’t change my outcome My mind constantly races I wish I could live without one I’m my own worst enemy and that’s a reality I take the smallest thing and turn it into tragedy A sip of coffee to wake up But caffeine rattles my brain like I’m insane But I guess that’s just my makeup I used to live care free, but now I’m so scared, please Just leave me the fuck alone Not anybody in general, but my own body, the temple My insides like catacombs Find my way through the dark to be back at home The place I was taken from with consent Only to be returned broken and bent I can’t even be comfortable when I’m at ease I create a storm from a gentle breeze Why am I like this? Where did it come from? It’s like most of me is in the penumbra I fight to feel the rays but I’m trapped in the overcast I pray for clarity, but I haven’t prayed in ages If I end up in hell it’s probably better Than what I face on a daily basis I can’t even escape it on vacations I try to relax but only relapse into another attack Nothings in tact I can’t hold it together I’m slowly sinking on this endeavourTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.