Tormented by my addictions, you left me alone in despair The husband and father that I am no more Sometimes I wish I didn't care This darkness surrounds me My heart is blinded, I can no longer see Within my soul, agony remains I try so hard to forget the man I used to be Lost in the silence of what I can't find Left to remember what I left behind I can't take back what I have done My once hidden darkness has finally won
Seems I've lost everything that I ever loved All for this illusive dream That I would not let go
I gaze at my own reflection and I hate the man that I see I know I'm the one to blame for this darkened misery So now what is next for me, where do I go from here? What kind of destiny awaits for me? I can't escape this fear
Seems I've lost everything that I ever loved All for this illusive dream that I would not let go
So if this is the end, I want to know who I am I lost the one thing that I love the most And I know I'm the reason why So God if you can hear me now Is there any hope for me? Or have I gone too far on this road Is it too late to be the man that I should be
It's the illusive dream I cannot hold on to the illusive dream
I want to know what's the point of this This lie that I've lived, I am fading away This pain inside of me, it never goes away The sorrow I hide, there's nothing I can say
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