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I am a never-ending nuisance
A plague on my peers:
I am a monument to failure,
The embodiment of fear
Can you hear me? Can you hear me at all?
I know I let you down, I forced you to fall.


Self-inflicted:
A victim
of my own superstition
counting tiles on the ceiling
just to mitigate the feeling
That everything’s going wrong
And this is just the beginning

All I’ve ever done
is let down the ones I love
Steal from my friends
just to try and have enough
I’m a fucking joke
And it’s starting to show
Still dug myself too deep
in what was a shallow hole

Can you even remember my name?
Do you even remember anything?
I remember the light of your eyes
I remember when you were mine.

I live my life in the ground
but I’m never alone,
Anxiety’s fingers
still stuck in my bones
I’ve made soil my home,
Eyes shut, they’ve been sewn
No place to go,
No place to roam

Never home
and always alone
No place to go
No place to call home

I built my whole life
Around being alone
Turns out I was wrong
Your ghost lives in my bones
The first year I thought thats how it’s supposed to be
The second year I got desperate and begged you to leave
The third and the fourth your spirit still wouldn't set me free
It's been five fucking years and your ghost still guides me.
Five fucking years, and you’re still trapped inside me.
Five fucking years, and your ghost still guides me.

Sentimentality keeps getting the best of me.
Let me be free.

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