Wondering Worrying How much pressure can I endure I never knew why I’ve been like this but I never found a cure For this awful insecurity that keeps interfering me Keeping me away from being happy
Always comparing myself with everyone else leaves me thinking I’m not good enough So I stay silent drown in my own misery Make myself believe that my presence isn’t worth anything, cause I am nothing
For so many years I got told that eventually, I would change That this insecurity would always stay but I would learn how to cope with it And I would learn how to hide it and get stronger as I grow older So I lived and continued with this mindset that everything would be okay.
But why haven’t I changed yet Why do I still feel the same Why does this thought of being a failure always linger in my mind Son, you are beautiful as you are Mother, last December I’ve turned 22 And I’m ashamed to say I still can’t believe you
Teach me how to love I want to love myself, I want to be there for you and everyone else I want to get rid of my doubts, I want to change, I need your help Teach me how to fucking love myself
Wondering Worrying How much pressure can I endure
I never knew why I’ve been like this but I never found a cure For this awful insecurity that keeps interfering me Keeping me away from being happy
Always unhappy
Always comparing myself with everyone else leaves me thinking I’m not good enough So I stay silent, drown in my own misery Make myself believe that my presence isn’t worth anything cause I am nothingTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.