I entered this world screaming and terrified.
Years have worn on with no semblance of peace.
Loathe to draw even one more worthless breath.
Thoughts never venture from blissful release.
No pathetic show of grief can shake the strength in my belief.
That I was born to die.
There are no words that will betray my truth.
Knife is drawn and though I am scared.
My heart is prepared for what I must now do.
I'll be saved.
When I'm buried in a shallow grave.
I can only laugh as I look down at my lifeblood.
Coagulate in vain around the shredded remains of my veins.
Upon my earthly prison I commit this sin.
Commit to destroying it.
I entered this world screaming and terrified.
Years have worn on with no semblance of peace.
Loathe to draw even one more worthless breath.
Thoughts never venture from blissful release.
Every minute that I continue to live is untimely.
Expiration arrives entirely too slow.
I exchange this emptiness for another.
Where I exist alone with myself and no other.
I can only scream to the heavens above.
While I gouge out my eyes, with scraping and breaking nails.
This husk in which I'm incarcerated, I sentence it to be annihilated.
We are born to die.
A life most lamentable in its beginning.
To see the beauty in its unmaking.
A change now seems pointless.
Affairs are made null by this final decision.
To make it worthwhile in its ending.
Continually sticking out my neck, only to have someone step on it.
Feels all too right to believe that I have found an answer in nothingness.
Bodiless one will you speak with me?
Celebrating the notion that I was never meant to survive.
This disease incurable that hides beneath the guise of a joyous life.
My will in bending, and soon will lie broken.
Caring for anything breathing upon this earth is beyond me.
So I implode and compress into apathy, weightlessly crushing me.
Densely complete but unable to heal.
Asking incessantly, nobody telling me.
How being human is meant to feel.
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