Birth control never hurt a soul, it might have pre- Vented one that wasn't meant to come. You've Had your fair share of pregnancy scares, guys are Fathering babies that ain't technically theirs and you'd Like to say "seeing that affected me bare" but Even to this day you still forget to beware that you could Ruin your life doing your wife. There's Always a safety net we expect to be there, but it's Down to you making that decision in hospital When your living conditions are mission impossible. You Could go from washing the dishes and watching porn to Raising a little kid that wishes it wasn't born cos Mum n Dad never have any paper change, consider your Possible position at a later stage, some Obstacles are hidden at a greater range and all Now her behaviour changed...
You been tryna holler but she shegged the requests cah the Two lines showed up on the pregnancy test
It's Tempting to dwell on what you did n didn't do, but First you gotta confirm she isn't kidding you. And You just wanna tell her straight "This don't equate to a re- Lationship even if there is a kid in you." But Now's probably not the time, the prospects change Now that we crossed the line but what's next? Can you even call it a baby? I swear it Can't feel nuttin til the 24th week and the Circumstances couldn't be any more peak cos you Don't know this is not just manipulation Tryna avoid words like 'problem' and 'situation' but u KNOW she won't not be blunt for you so you fix ur Face and ask her what she wants to do. She Reckons she wants a yout especially one for you and it's Easier after the first rocky months are through but All you can see is more strife. It's Her body but it's your life So you're tryna find another pathway now cos when you're Halfway in you're always halfway out. Its Something u can't ignore and can't force: Is the choice ever any more than half yours? So ironic: this decision-making process was a Composition of competitions between wrong Decisions and non-decisions Now she's doing what she isn't supposed to do () and Basically making decisions for both of you. Cah she Feels she's meant to be taking a strong position. But to You she's potentially making the wrong decision. And
If she was only seeing you... That would make her a fairly lonely lover. Now For the first time in your "relationship"...you Both acknowledge that you barely know each other All YOU could do was put on protection And avoid the common but wrong perception that That's the only form of contraception but it Looks so much different on reflection. You woulda Had more patience than a hospital had if you Could confirm you're the only possible dad
() Suspicions about lying and semen but It's hard to reason with her crying and screaming and in Ends our priorities are messed up, she'll idea- Lise it so nuttin else can stand in the way and you Can't stop thinking what the mandem will say A family can't be planned in a day...
Heated words, you spit lava She's forcing you to choose between becoming an Absent dad or a shit father. Being Stuck between a rock and a hard place is odd when You're so confused you can't pray to God you just Wanna go back to the yard, play some cod but This ain't going away, so you go on and Say exactly what you don't wanna say:
"If you get an abortion, problem solved If you choose not to...I'm not involved" She Goes crazy it's a miracle you survived. But What you don't realise is she had the exact same Conversation on the phone with her actual boyfriend... Before you arrived. You
Think about the baby's life, if it becomes a criminal you Know that's still gonna be your bad kid. But Mummy's only doing what her mum did. And You're only doing what your dad did
Four years down the line she's asking me if I'm Gonna stick around for time. Said "I gotta Think about this child of mine", so we both made de- Cisions and I can't say I'm proud of mineTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
