I don't like to be watched nor spoken of Sometimes I only wish to be a shadow To pass undisturbed through days of existence Putting you all through the same filter of thoughts Weighting the reasons why you seem so happy Calculating how I could break your world Fucking tired of smelling your flesh Fucking tired of hearing your futile stories If you could all just fucking die Or at least stop existing All the shapes around me, been there for too long Don't talk to me, don't speak of me, just forget that you saw me
I only wish to be happy for once I feel so fucking bad inside There's always a dead word rotting in my mouth Something that makes me wants to puke or aggress I'm living in a stolen life Interacting like a mechanical caricature of myself Not able to love myself in any ways Not able to lift this fucking layer of uneasiness I'm sick, and it doesn't seem to bother me anymore So used to boringness and suicided hopes That sometimes I take pleasure in degrading myself Fucked up being in a fucked up world I'm crying tears that has been borrowed Inventing pieces of life to keep some sanity Feeding on negativity What the fuck am I?
There's always a sign, telling me to shipwreck I'm haunted on a daily basis by succession of notes and visions Depraving my present life at the price of artistic abstraction Focusing on the elevation of the I towards nothing Letting morality pour away Reconstructing light with shards of stained darkness Attracted by everything deviant and out of reach I'm pouring through life as if nothing is worthy of my attention
What good will it make, those words, this music Nothing I'm a continuation of the cycle Being the sum of genetic, potential and environment I'm not special, surely not important Just a fucking human not able to free himself Darkness will only drown the weak Don't be afraid to plunge head first If you have second thoughts, keep in mind that your life sucks And don't forget, if you're still alive, you're a fagTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
