To whom it may concern, I wrote a letter today just some thoughts without a voice, there's nothing better say then I guess I'm doing all right, but I struggle at times by trying to stay up out a cell, avoiding trouble with rhymes but sometimes I wanna stray and I'm just telling the truth and be a screw up, like them days... as a felonous youth and most nights I stay awake, until they break into dawn and think about my future's fate, it's like I'm waiting to yawn although my body's feelin tired, it's my mind that's awake and dwelling on my crazy past, every single mistake I wish I would of done this, I wish I would've done that and then, maybe I wouldn't feel... so stuck in a trap I should of took the right advice and ignored all the bad but now I see it's nothing nice, paying up on the tab that I racked up through the years, there's so much that I owe ain't talking money, talking tears... battle scars left to show and not with foes, all those times... I was fighting myself and trying to go against the grain, that's the way that I felt and all that anger and that pain, in a ball of confusion but what really did I gain, just a pause in my movement wasted days and wasted nights, I know many relate off in suspension, lost in time... on a perilous wait but I just think about my life and all those things that I did and now before I go sleep, I pray to god for my kids cuz in the past it was so easy, only worry was me but things are changing, now believe me... in no hurry to be another year older, like when I was as a teen it seems my dreams are growing colder, passing time does it's thing but I'm a try real hard, to put the setting on slow and keep myself up out the fast lane, tryna let it all go another day above the ground, it's one day at a time while trying to cope and hold it down, without losing my mind
To whom it may concern, I guess I had to write more another letter with no stamp, no destination... therefore I guess I'll send it in the wind and let it blow on the breeze in all directions... over continents rivers, oceans, and seas until it finds it's own way, into the place it was meant and in that spot's where it can stay, to maybe offer a hint that everybody's doing time and it's plain to see we're not alone in this all, I'm just explaining to free all my words and my thoughts, and make um able to reach and dig in deeper to those spots, in the soul of the streets cuz I'm there with you thinking, if that person is you awake at night... can't sleep, probly searching for truth or any meaning to this life, so it doesn't seem worthless I'm more leaning towards the light, trying to make it my purpose cuz I've had my fair share, in a world full of darkness shady faces... fake smiles... and I find it the hardest to relearn and rearrange... and change that routine that I'm so used to, that I know... just wanna blow off some steam so I drink regrets... mourning, all my loved ones that passed and in my bed the next morning, all hung over and trashed I see to drink ain't an answer... or not even a drug but I just do it all again, claiming it's what I love now I've been trying real hard, to clear these thoughts in my head and see the damage and the scars, I've left behind when I've said hurtful things... drunken talk... filled with anger and hate to all the one's that love me most, hope it isn't to late cuz some are gone, but either way I'll say I'm letting em know I'll do my best to try to make it right and letting em go It's just so hard when I hear a song or look at their picture When you look into the past, I guess that's when it all hits yuh Comin to a realization, knowing life is too short So I hit the mothafuckin booth and put the mic to record...Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
