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I don’t laugh anymore
When I was 16, I killed myself
"Choose life, choose a family”
And I whispered "NO"

I remember your shaking voice
When I let you down
But did you see the tears I shed
When you took another sip?

You had the look in your eyes that said it all
but believe me when I say I used to love my life
But you took that from me and I keep dreaming.. I keep wishing
I always wondered how it would be without you ny my side

I drank the last coffee and wrote it down: My whole life
The bitter taste of all the memories when you touched my hands
Awallowed down, forgotten.. but I will never forgive
I light a cigarette and think of all my favorite scenes
Just to forget the sound of your voice
I take a deep breath trying to feel it inside my hands
Nothing but a memory fading into the atmosphere

Now I am on my own
I am finally free
I am who I used to be..

No more thoughts holding me back. I won over you
No more regrets keeping me down. I lost everything.

Expectations kept me awake and I woke up every night
When the first tear dropped, I knew I couldn’t change a thing
My dreams seemed endless but I left life for a better place

I am disenchanted
We are all the same
Nothing changes. No one cares
We are all the same

If life scares you to death
You and me: we feel the same
We feel the same.

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