[Intro] Yeah I guess this road is taking me a lot further than I ever thought it would But there's multiples paths to get you to the finish And they don't always take you places you wanna go Choose wisely
[Verse] I'm not trying to win a challenge, I'm trying to find some balance Going down this rabbit hole in hopes to find my Alice But I found that action futile, I need to practice moving on 'Cause I got calluses from hold on this shit too long I'm writing songs in hopes to find myself in all these words Maybe make a little money in the process, sure But first tell me what the fuck is happiness 'Cause I've been looking back and tryin' to see when I was happiest I got the thing I wanted now I'm dying tryna manage it Think I was happier before I even had this shit, okay Tell me what the fuck to do now, spent a decade building this house to wanna move out You lose now? Then everybody talking shit was right But what does it matter in the grand scheme of life, right? Like what a dream, I didn't picture this These videos just make it all look like cash and bitches I miss the days when I could find a real escape in music Now I just get anxious every time I listen to it And yeah, your Twitter feed is garbage, I'm feeding it to myself Comparing myself to others is killing my mental health, huh My girl is telling me that I should hit a meeting, yeah But I don't wanna hit another meeting, damn I feel bad all the time being stuck in my head And then expecting her to come and talk me off the fucking ledge That ain't a friend, that's a co-dependent I hope this shit didn't know the truth but I just won't admit it And yeah, I told you I was stopping to take a break, I did it Now it's hard for me to chill when I don't know the ending And the truth is when I think about the end that shit is scary too But if there's one thing that I know, I wanna be with you The only constant in a world that's always changing And these fans can be fickle, the music, I might not make it I'm just being real, I'm not gonna go guessing my shit up That's the greatest shit ever, nah If you like it you like it, fuck I'm not gonna put that pressure on me to impress who A bunch of strangers on the net who never met you But know the shit talk, it's like from another ten views Rip apart your dream 'cause they dying to be accepted too Now, I'm done being a punching bag For punching bags going punch, I ain't punching back The running man, running in place and running outta breath That energy is probably better used on something else But I don't ask for help and even when you asked to help me I don't answer back, leaving text unread, yeah I'm sorry I've been busy, so busy, yeah So vital, so fucking important, right? Nah, so insecure and so out of place Using all of this work as a escape but know I Could be a better friend, could be a better son Could be a better man, could learn to open up Could try to love myself, then I won't need approval But will I still me music? I'll try to be more useful I keep on trading on my values but Been afraid to take a good look at me lately I guess it took this to finally see that no more [?] can save me No, I might never be the same again But I'm better after writing this, I'm saved again The cause for my stress, the cure for my woes I guess you never really know where this detour goes Check it
[Chorus] Smash your breaks, going way past the speed limit Life moving too fast, need to slow down Smash your breaks, going way past the speed limit Life moving too fast, need to slow down Slow down, slow down Slow downTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.