Chorus I know you think you know me, but you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, whats happiness when you just f*** it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself
Verse 1 This ain't a way to be livin I get it. Didn't know bad it was until you actually said it Breakin down but tellin everyone I'm fine, I know I promised I would talk before I crossed that line again but didn't. I guess thats just the way my head works Open up another couple scars before you mend yours, I dont learn from watching others crash i gotta wreck first Cuz I dont think that love is really love until you get hurt Yea And i know what you think Said its hard to love me when i dont love myself and im on the brink. Of trading in this sobriety for a f*** drink And I don't wanna talk about it till we're bout to to sink yea Maybe i just need a day off, Maybe i'm just more f*** comfortable in the chaos You say you love me so you stay on Invested all your time and wonder when it's gonna payoff, huh?
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Verse 2 So afraid of the failure that now i'm barely livin Spent a lifetime of working with nothin left to give it Lookin back at the things we been through and feel i miss it I been running forever I don't know how you didn't When you're sitting right next to me, don't know where i go I'm in my head with these songs and pick apart every note These insecurities killing me but i never show The things i'm thinking are probably worse than you'll ever know yea We been feeling like we can't move Same house, same walls, but a different view Spending time avoiding this inconvenient truth I got some problems and I'm sick of trying to blame you Cuz i feel, Like i been On my own In my head The light goes, And I see You fall when standing beside me
And every night i lie awake, tryin to fight but everyday i'm feeling less feeling less like me.. Still waiting for me to open up She aint cheating, just fantasizing bout who i was Fell in love with this image that i portray but know it aint a lie, Its who i want to be at the end of the day I know the feelings and the thoughts will keep me down Depression & anxiety, hanging inside the clouds No matter where i go they keep following me around And you think that one day i can make it out
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