[Verse 1: Ekoh] I swear that this ain't as bad as it looks I got an expectation from the books I read and find myself getting depressed when I don't feel the same A couple names still carved into the memory Afraid to text... I made a mess That's so dissemble of me Right? Since I was fifteen I hated this feeling that I get around people when I'm in public places Like, it must be nice to be so fucking confident As soon as I get to know me then I'ma be on top of shit Yeah I've been So lost I'm in Another world inside of my head "Safe Flyin'!" It's hard to love when they don't love you back And it's even harder when you understand the thing they don't love is an act But it makes it easier to deal with like, okay, I know But that's the reason why I put a front up with no one to show The real me Cause what if I put myself on front street And really show my heart and then get run down by a humvee? A lovely way to go while you just hold my hand I've never felt this cool let me soak in it for just a second Ay, these daydreams where I go Cause you'll never be the same after your heart is broke
[Verse 2] Yeah, and I'm gettin' older isolation got me worrisome It's just my fuckin' head I never meant to hurt no one I do my best to try to be an open book But know that if the cover sucks no one will ever actually read, so look... It's probably more depressing from an outside perspective And everyone's so judgy when they don't know what you've lived with Maybe we'd be happier if everyone could muster up the courage long enough to shut the fuck up for a minute Yeah, see I'm just rollin' with the changes Dreams turn to wages Mixtapes to playlists And I don't wanna move on Afraid to fail and lately I'm sick of watchin' all the people that I love go crazy And so I'm off again Strappin' into a rocket And takin' off in my room I don't know where I might be stoppin' at Cause all the friends I used to have are poppin' pills just tryna cope But the higher you get The harder it is when you're low And the harder low gets The more you have to take, right? And the more you have to take The less you feel escape, right? And the less you feel escape The more you numb the pain, right? You take 'em all on that late night And that's a shitty way to go, but I will hold your hand I've never felt this lost Will you please stay another second? Yeah, see these daydreams are where I go Cause you will never be the same after your friends overdoseTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
